best teacher
just came back from my Fuhua Appreciation Dinnerthough it is not the dinner that i think it wasthe dinner is inclusive of talks with all the awards that our school has gain this yearand the food is nice actuallybut i dint eat a loti also got a certificate and also some giftsand have a good chat with all my friends and MS YEOthough she is quite old but she does not have any generation gap with usshe is so experiencedwe sit in a circle to chat and we can talk everything outshe gives many advicesshe also tell us to relax and not to be so stress upshe gives us the motivation to move on and work hardthe summary of the whole chat is to ask us to let go and relaxthe greatest mistake in life is not to learn from our own mistakeshe console my friends who did not do so well for the promobut she wont give any scoldings or any fierce wordsi feel so good talking to herlet's jia you together and let go of all the bad thingsand work hard to get the best out of ourselves
HAPPY
today is the last day of going to school so earlyand today school is so boringwe went to school to play unoso boringso we went out of school earlyand we go to jurong point to watch Michael Jackson moviequite boring for me cos i dun really like his songbut i dint sleephehewent out of the cinema at 3pmand i saw MS YEO!!!!!!!so shocked and happy to see her thereshe is with 2 other teacherone of them is Ms Katerine Lim but she dun recognise me though we got work together for the open house last yearbut anyway, i get to talk to ms yeo for a whileand she said that i got put on weightheheand she is going for the fuhua partner appreciation dinner todayshe is the host there to welcome usso will be able to chat more with her laterso excited!it has been few months since i last saw ms yeothe last time is the teacher's day2+ months alreadyfelt a bit guilty that i dint go back and see her after the teacher's daybut i will never forget hershe is the best teachermiss her so much that i get very excited when i see her at JPi wave so hard that ppl around me should think that i am crazyhahaHAPPY!glad that i go watch the movie with my friends today
end!
today is the end of official studying daysall the holiday assignments are given alreadytmr is a holiday for all jjciansneed to prepare for my A level chinese on monand the rest fo the days next week is booked for OPand also need to do my I&Rthen no school after next weekbut got the actual OP exam and I&R submission on 13th Novand also taking my JC1 results slipand after that it's my official holidaybut there is still geography revisional exam for methere is one week for us to study the specific topics then we will go for the exam in the week of 23rd Novso actually i only have 1 month of holidaysbut this hols is not for playing, we need to study and reviseit's really tiring to be in jcbut i will still take it positivelycos the hardworking-ness now will lead to bright and easier future pathso stay optimistic!jiayous everyone!
a super bad day!
today many things happenedfirst,in the morning, heard of irene's ppt is corruptedshe have done it the whole of yesterdaybut it's corrupted when she try to open it todayfelt so sad for herall her good efforts gone and she need to redosecond,i cried 2 times in schoolso surprise rite?all because of my group project workjust felt so angry with one of the group memberwho has made our life very terriblewe have to do back up and .......and super angry when i say all the msgppl also tend to blame others but not herselfothers are totally not at faultso pls reflect on urselfand pls know that you are dragging ppl down and make ppl life so sadcant you be more mature to think and reflect!anyway, i cried when i confronted mdm tay about this issuei really cannot tolerate anymoreso i ask mdm tay for some opinionshe is one of the best teacher that i have metshe totally wont mind if we ask her qns totally not on chemshe will try her best to answer all our problemsshe even said that we can just sms anything to her and she will replyand she knows that we are mature enough ya, so out of desperation, i ask her about this pw issueshe gives some advicebut she knows she is not a pw teacherso she called mr sin to come and talk to ask without telling usand in the pw lessonmr sin came in and he said is mdm tay who tell him abt thisand this is also when the second time i criedhe came in and tell us what we should doand also to console mehe said that i must be strong to overcome all this issuehe said that when we go out to work, we will still meet this kind of pplso must learn to be more strong(though i tot that i am already very strong) heheppl who knows me well should know that i am a happy-go -lucky girland i will always go to school with a happy smile and i will always let go things easilymeaning i can recover from my sadness very quicklyeven though i am sad, i often wont show it on my facebut today, it really exceed my limit of tolerationbut all i do is only cryi wont have attitude towards othersi will only sit down quietly and wont talkbut after a while i will be okaybut some ppl are differentwhen they have bad moodthey start to give attitudeand think that the whole world owes them somethingand treat others like some punching bag to vent their anger onhow irritatingwhy cant they just learn to control themselves!and some ppl are just too self-centredthey only think abt themselves not othersand mr phang said that being in the same class, we can negotiate with each otherbut the problem is that they dun even negotiate with us and just do what they likeselfish ppl!i already see many kinds of ppl in my jc lifeand make me life in jc so depressedbut wat can i do?i still have to stay there for 1 more yearsince i already see the true colors of themi am just going to ignore themjust let all those irritating feeling offi wont make my life so terriblei still have good friends to stay by meso i will stay happy!a super irritating and sad and angry daybut this day let me reflect a lot about this cruel worldso i will learn to be more practicallearn to be strongand to be optimistic!
outing
today is a very terrible dayi wrote in the last post that i am having outing todayand is going reenah house and going party world for karaokebut i felt so disappointing after this outing todayok laractually not totallygoing reenah house is okwe eat and chat and watch bollywood moviesit is a bit interestingand also found out that i am in the same kindergarden as reenahi saw her kindergarden class photo and saw teacher serene and another teacher that i knowso coincidenceanyway, we stay at her house for quite longand the boys in our class are also lateso we went up her house at only 3pm and left at 5pmi am already quite boring at her house after 4pm anyway, this part of the outing, i am still quite satisfiedthen they are deciding where to goand our actual plan is to go karaokeand some boys are ther rejectingand it is also very late to go karaoke and they also dun wan to go home lateand this already make some girls very angry and irritatedthen they are deciding where to go at the void deckthey suggest to go chinese garden or vivo cityand i rejected going to vivo citybut they can just go without me but some boys just want me to goso in the end, they decided to walk to chinese gardenand we walk...just find it so irritatingthen we walk from the JW market to jurong lakethen they see a playground and they stop there to playand i am just sitting there doing nothingso i decided to go home first myselfbut the playground is on the middle of nowhereand there is no bus stopsince it is near chinese gardenso i think it will be near my houseso i decided to walk homei walk from jurong lake to Chinese gardenand i lost my wayall i do is just walk and walk and hope to find some familiar placesi start to panic so i walk faster and fasterluckily there are quite ppl around me so that i wont feel so lostand i think i walk a super big round to get out of chinese gardenand i am sweating so profuselyi even have many blisters on my leg now and my leg is so numb when i reach homeso i think u all can imagine how long i walki think it's more than half an hour of walkinga very terrible experiencea worst class outing ever(whoever of my class who have read this post, please dun feel offended, i am just very irritated and sad, but i am not blaming anyone here)
and i think i am not good at expressing myself in words
so if you all dun understand this post or my feeling, then nvm...
boring
one week of boring school daysschool days with lots of break in betweenand breaks with nothing to dohow boringalso not much hw this weekendbut i think there will be many hw in the holsthe teachers said they wont let us off so easilyheheour hols actually should start after next weekbut the school announced that we will hav another week of school to prepare for our OPwhich means we go school for OP rehersalbut the schedule only has 2 days out of 4 days (monday is MT A level exam)then the other 2 days, we will go school to slack the whole daywat kind of school is that???so we have hols 2 weeks after the actual holscos of OP rehersal and then OP exammy OP exam is the last day, last time slotwhich means we can only collect our promos result slip after thatso late!tmr going to reenah's houseand our class decided to go party world for karaoke after thathope it's fun!
H3 maths selection test
my parents went to Genting yesterday early morningand left me alone at homemy brother went to work till late nightyesterday is a super boring daythe whole house only has meeven at night, i have to switch off all the lights myself and go to sleephaiztoday will be another day of lonelinessbut i think it is much better than yesterdaycos today i went to do my H3 maths selection testi am very glad that i went for itthis test proves my interest in mathsthe test may be very very difficultand of coz, i could not do most of the qnsbut i dint give up and continue figuring out the stepsi remembered my secondary maths teacher saying that i should take H3 maths if i want to be a teacher, and she also remind me that H3 maths are all about provingso i am prepared for this selection test to be all proving qnshence i am not surprised to see the qns paperand i am very glad that i did not study anything for this selection testcos it is totally no use studying anything from our lecture notesi use my own knowledge and the passion in maths to solve the qns todayand i am also very glad that my mother support me for thisshe is the one help me decide whether i should go for this testi am not very sure if i should go at firstbut is her who tell me to goand she says that "if it is other subject, i wont tell you to go, but now it's maths"even my mother knows that i love mathswanted to tell her about today's testbut she is still in Gentingi will wait for her to callso in conclusionnever underestimate my interest and passion in mathseven if i am not selected for the H3 maths, i will still take maths in my university studies
